Wednesday, November 15, 2006
1:26 PM
Dear Bheng,
I am free now free like a bird,
I can fly wherever I wanna go,
And It feels like I had the freedom,
To do everything that I want.
Everything seems clear while I was walking,
I feel like I was the only one in this world
I can't hear anything,but silence,
and I can sense you following me behind
I was looking for you
and I thought you were there
but when I look back,
I saw nothing but an empty street...
I woke up late this morning,
and I heard my cellphone beeps
I was excited to read your goodmorning,
then, I was awaked when it was'nt you
I was just sleeping beside you that night
but when I woke up
you were'nt there
I must be dreaming...
I should be feeling better right now
because I am already free
but why do I feel this feelings
alone, and prisoned?
or Is this the feeling of being free?
flying without you, dreaming without you
and living without you
then I must say I don't wanna be free anymore
but what am I going to do?
you already left me
you are gone
and will not come back...
Now, I must walk alone those empty streets
restraining myself from thinking that you are there
waking up, without you
living without you...
Maybe I was just dreaming,
I was just hoping
Maybe I am still thinking
that you are mine...
